DEAR DEPRESSION,

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UPDATE: .....
Jane Pauley veteran broadcaster of TODAY show, currently the host of CBS SUNDAY MORNING. 


Cheers to Jane. It takes a bit of time to first recognize clinical depression and treat it. Then, more time to correctly diagnose the illness as bipolar depression. A very powerful one - two punch, depression & mania or hypomania. First, you have low self-esteem, low energy, and NO motivation. 

 Then, everything and anything sounds fun and exciting. What do you want ? A new car , no problem   Need to go on vacation lets buy one,  two timeshares.   Out of work ? Hey kids, lets go to the Final Four 
How about a week on Jersey shore ?
Vegas? SF ? 

New Orleans 
Where were all my family ? They split, or have split, all of them.  Siblings, children. spouse....and when the storm got rough.


The brilliant Van Gogh struggled with a deep depression. 

Oh so true, so true. Don't let it defeat you. 

The is the deepest hurt defined. πŸ˜” πŸ’”πŸ’”

I was asked to complete this exercise three years ago, write a letter to depression. Wow. Little did I know, that in 3 months or so, Depression made another unexpected visit. A lengthy visit it was. 

Note : I'VE battled the BIG "D" in 6 different major time frames. 
1. FEB - DEC 2002
2. FALL '05 - DEC '06 ( maybe a month or so later). Wife quit on marriage MARCH '07. (Nov - Dec '06 spent 4 weeks in an outpatient partial mental health program ) PAITENCE as a nurse? 
3. OCT '09 - SUMMER '10
4. MAY '13 - NOV '16
5. NOV '21 - SEPT. 22
6. OCT'24 - MARCH '25 ?? 


09-Sept-21
Dear Depression,  
Good morning.  I really don't know how long you've accompanied me in life,  DEPRESSION

I don't really hate you, I respect you, I realize I'm nor the only one who battles you. AJS
Dear God, thank you for life, thank you for faith, thank you for my friends, thank you for all I have. 
This was given to be by a dear friend from LI, a little over 10 years ago. Tell me is there a be better painting,  photograph that nails it so simply ? 

Get back up ! 

We all face storms in life. Some are more difficult than others, but we all go through trials and tribulation. That's why we have the gift of faith.

Joyce MeyerΔΊ

They will not love you, they will judge you not for the good, but they will judge you  for your sins. Remember God will always have mercy , foregiveness for you, no matter.  Those who lack mercy will not find the gate. Not find the gate. 
Mercy, forgive, or judge ? Christian or Puritianism?







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